thanks for all your kind words everyone it realy helps to read your posts
sometime it feels like your the only one who go's through thease things then it turns out loads of people around you have had simular probs.
i think half the trouble is we just dont talk about miscarrage's and it turns out to be quiet common
you know us blokes are bad when it comes to the rough times and its good to get thing off our chests once in a while. i realy do enjoy been part of the "comuneity" here and I had been missing my visits to the forum.
dont worry about my build its the only form of theripy i have at the moment
